Aidilfitri 2020
I'mma just go with how the hari raya went for me. We'll get back to the backstory later. So, Sierra and I, we have got a lil of an issue at the last week of ramadhan. I know i started to make it worse, by being over reacted. I just can't be neutral when it comes to her, I am paranoid of losing here. So here is the story. A week before the eid, she asked me if she could stop calling or even contacting me until the first of syawal; for me, for us, to focus on ramadhan. I could understand that, though it is hard to not hear from her for a day, I respect what she asked and obey. But, this is where i became paranoid and started to think about all of the possibilities of losing her, again, and maybe forever. Just a couple days earlier before she asked this. She questioned about us, how long are we going to be like this? What will I do? How our relationship will turn one day. I just don't know how to answer to that. All i did was, i assured her that whatever happens, i will a...